Day 49 – New Kitten!

When I woke up this morning, I was a cat mom to 1 boy, and now I’m a cat mom to a baby kitten! He’s so freaking cute! I feel like we (kitten and I) had a connection. He loves to roll around and play, which is great for the older cat because we’ve always known that he needed a playmate. Anyway, the house is full of boys!

I felt that I was more organized today. There are a few things that I didn’t get to do but it’s okay, that will be pushed back to tomorrow. I’m trying to learn how not to be too hard on myself and just let it go if something doesn’t go according to plan. Well, I never was an organized person to begin with, but now that I’m trying to be, sometimes I fear that if I don’t get to do something on the list that it means that I’m not doing well enough, and that’s not true.

I did manage to get a couple problems done for Easy 4 in Lesson 4, however I noticed a considerable amount of difficulty has increase. It’s gotten to the point that no matter how much I read of the problem and try to understand it, I just couldn’t do it. That really worries me 😦 These are the easy problems, how am I going to be able to solve the medium level ones for the assessment?

I’ll keep trying for tomorrow. I also managed to make a video for YouTube since I made it a goal to make one every Monday of every week. I can’t let the people down now. Even though sometimes (almost every time) I realllly don’t want to, I do it anyway. I sometimes take comfort in the fact that no one will even watch them, or care, so at least no one can see how much I probably suck. JK I don’t suck, but I am a newbie and it shows. That’s the whole point of me doing the videos though because I want to visually see and hear my progress.

That’s it for now. It’s been a long day and tomorrow will be even longer. I got a speeding ticket two weekends ago and now I have to do driver’s ed tomorrow. Yay.